What will you be doing when you are lost in happiness of a sweet presence of someone you care about, then like a struck lightning that someone is just gone, without notes, without agenda, without news, without anything to make you less anxiety about the drastic changing?
The love and relationship gurus everywhere keep warning us ladies to just stay calm and let our man busy on their own way. That they just need their personal time or business and will come back to you when everything is done. To think positive. To not complain.
But what happened to me was a disastrous heartbreaking event.
I need not follow any of those lame instructions to know what I should had been doing. I kept thinking, when he was missing without giving me any clues, that he was out of the town and he was busy with family and all.
I never demand him to explain me any details.
I believed he would come back, burst in his sweet smile and say sorry that he couldn’t reach me because he’s got reasons. Enough reasons to shape my smile again. I lived my hours with the strength of that thought. With hopes. With positive mind.
The next three days, my friend told me that he was marrying another women.